Pills

While I was thinking

on his destiny

on his last night

on lips he had been kissed

while I was killing myself

thinking on hands touching his body

on eyes looking his blind glass

while I was at it

I began to see tiny black/white dragonflies

in black small lullabies

they filled the room

they were swirling joyfully

on teacher's face, on her face too

they had entered to his mouth

and they began to stole her words

I looked around

they were on everyone

I closed my eyes, I hid them with my fingers

but when I opened them

they were still there

I'm so scared, this is getting dangerous

maybe it's time

I got so many things to lose

but I don't care anymore

I heard about the syrup

let's get the cheaper for me.